Monday, March 24, 2008

it's interesting. i post and post. no comments. i comment. no responses. i used to think it was my fault, how this family doesn't stay together. now i think maybe we just have oil in the water, and we really don't give a crap about each other, don't really want to stay together as a family.

well if that is how you feel, fucking fine. you won't find me here.

thanks everybody. nice to know how much you all care.

2 comments:

mvn said...

sorry mom. i care. and i think your photos are phenomenal. but you just have the perfect hobby for blogging. maybe we're all just jealous. but i will post more. i want to.

mary said...

blush! i feel sheepish, a little. I have traveled miles since then! thank goodness.

it isn't really a talent for blogging. it is really a lifelong delusion of a child who thinks if she can't see someone, she doesn't matter to them. Almost like a toddler thing. So posting this set lots of things into motion, and i could see all the little cantilevers shift that have caused so many problems for me in my life.

That's why i left it up: to remind myself! So i don't want anyone to be offended, just recognize it as a piece of your mom that is finally growing up!